Last Chemo....For Now

Well, yesterday was my last chemo treatment of this first stage. I still have three radiations left with Wednesday being my last one. I will meet with the doctors soon and discuss what we do from here on out. The chemotherapy is so difficult. It really makes me very sick. Everything that happened on my last treatment happened again, except it was worse. This really makes it hard to look towards completing the three months after surgery.

I still feel very ill, and if previous experience proves right then the feeling will stick around until around Monday. However, I am very relieved that I will get a break. I thought this process would be a little easier than it is turning out to be. You have to be really strong to make it through. I am moved by everyone's support and it helps me remind myself that I am not doing this alone. I also remind myself that it is only temporary and, this time next year, I will hopefully be sweating my follow-up tests.

Josh

Benefit Concert Flyer

Thanks to Vicky for putting this together. This is a really great flyer. At first I was unsure if I was going to be able to make it, but it looks like I do not have a treatment that day. So, keep your fingers crossed.

Six More

I am down to six more radiation treatments. It is going to be really tough the next few weeks as I end the treatment and the effects slowly continue and begin their slow fading. I am relieved to know that the firs stage is almost over. I know it may sound strange, but I am ready for surgery. After the past few days I am convinced that a bag is going to bring relief to me and my bowels. I plan on doing research on ostomies and their maintenance. I may see if they will let me talk with one of the nurses early and get a good understanding of what I am going to have to do on a regular basis.

The skipped treatment was really nice. Even though I was unable to attend the shower with Kimberly, I spent a weekend free of nausea and chills. I actually was able to spend a little time in the kitchen. I made some peanut butter cookies and some banana muffins. My sweet tooth has been really nagging at me lately. Kimberly also came home with some left over cake from the shower. And to think....I lost 5 oz. at my last weigh-in. Go figure?

Well, I hope everyone else is doing alright out there. Don't forget it is breast cancer awareness month. Early detection can save lives! Be sure and start a conversation with your doctor if you have not already.

Josh