Pre-hernia

Hey everyone,
Turns out the knot on Josh's abdomen was indeed the beginnings of a hernia, but not a full-blown hernia requiring surgery or anything. Two residents examined it, and apparently the first resident pushed it back in when she was doing her thing, because resident #2 couldn't find it. But now it's poking back out a little. They just told Josh to take it easy and not lift anything (eg no more moving dryers!!). Josh is feeling yucky of course from chemo Thursday but no worse than usual. Only one more infusion to go! Yay!

We went to Josh's cousin's funeral this past week, it was very sad but a great testament to his life that there were SO many people there. It turns out he wasn't working on the church when the accident happened... he had been working on the church when a neighbor asked for an estimate for power washing (I think) the trim on his house... Jeff said no estimate needed, I'll just do it real quick right now. So he was 18 feet up on the ladder doing a favor for a neighbor when he fell and landed on his side. It's so sad. He was 36 years old with a 12 year old daughter and 9 year old son. He and Josh's cousin had been together since junior high.

Well, have a Happy Easter everyone. Josh and I plan to go to church in the morning.

Peace,
Kimberly

Update on Treatment

Well, this is the week that I go and get my treatment. This is the second to last one (knock on wood) and I am counting it down...believe me. I am still having trouble with neuropathy in my hands and feet. It comes and goes, but when it is present it is kinda painful. Of course I say kinda painful, because I have really adjusted to living with pain. I am not able to say that I am pain free, but mentally I have adapted to pain over this process. The pain from the surgery is better, the radiation pain has finally cleared up and I think my tissue is healed from that treatment, and the neuropathy is not constant. My intake of pain medication has decreased tremendously and that makes me very optimistic about my recovery. I am trying not to be nervouse, but there is a knot forming on my stomach. It is located about 2cm away from my large surgical scar so perhaps it is internal scar tissue. I have also heard from various sources about the prevalence of hernias after abdominal surgery (ps...I had to move out an old dryer and move in a new one). Anyway, having cancer certainly makes you vigilant (i.e. filled with anxiety) about these things. I will meet with my doctor Thursday and they can evaluate it. I have also begun to develop cold sores in my mouth. I was hoping to avoid these, but it looks like I will have to deal with them for the rest of my treatment. They are pretty common and hopefully I can manage them without difficulty, but I have heard they can be a real pest.

I also have some sad news to share about an accident in my family. I am requesting that everyone please keep my cousin and her children in your prayers. My cousin's husband (pastor at a Mobile church) was involved in a "work-day" at his church. He had an accident and fell from the roof and suffered severe head trauma. After efforts by neuro-surgeons to rescue him from internal bleeding in the brain and brain stem area, he passed away yesterday. My cousin made a very noble decision to remove him from life support. She also made the decision to have his organs donated. I think that decision was probably incredibly difficult to make, but one that will bring life to so many people. They flew in a team of doctors from UAB and the organ transplant procedures were completed. Anyway, Kimberly and I will be travelling down to Mobile this week with saddened hearts to attend his funeral. He is survived by my cousin and two young children.

Remember to hug your loved ones when you see them, and remember that we never know the time or place.

Peace
Josh